thanks forever:ything

feeling pretty discontent right now
why? iono......
i went shopping today, so ... shouldn't i be excited?
i guess i was, earlier...
actually i think i'm just stoned right now...
i should be happy
tomorrow, my student loan will be officially out of my hair
that's 1 less collection agent on my back
now i just have to worry about all the tickets on my license...
i'll be in debt for another 2 years at least.
unless i stumble across another lump sum of money
which i managed to do twice last year
mmm... income tax refund coming soon.
that should be an easy 1000 in my pocket
give or take... probably take... 2 or 3 hundred...
i really don't care... ' it's just money '
so i've always said...
i'll probably buy a new computer
maybe an ibook or something to show off
man i'm cool...