thanks forever:ything

i just finished accepting plans with a couple friends to watch a movie on thursday. yea v-day.
so far i don't have any romantic plans for valentine's, i don't even really have a girlfriend.
well there's 1 girl, we had a date last week but she was in a car accident and couldn't make it. so... we haven't gone out yet. but i would like to ask her to 'be mine'. i just don't know if it's appropriate, under the circumstances that we barely know each other. [ but sure it was acceptable when i was 16 asking out perfect strangers with a dozen roses, hehe ]
i was thinking of AT LEAST asking her if she wanted to go out on valentine's day. but here i go off making plans with a couple friends.
i suppose i could keep the plans with my friends as a last resort. and when it comes down to the wire, i can let them know if i'm gonna sell them out or not. but that's something i don't take pride in doing. i've always strived to be reliable. it's actually really hard for me to say "no" to anything. which is probably how i ended up in this pickle to begin with.
i could always do both. movie at 7 with friends. dinner date after 9. but that's calling for a long night, and i've work in the morning. (like i care about sleep deprivation)...

well, i know where my paycheck is going this week. *flush*
i wanted to get a new pair of shoes, and maybe some pants.
...and some new dishes or something to spice my place up.

i was on my way home from work one day last week, and i caught the sunset. [ i haven't seen the sun in months ]
a nice little thought crossed my mind. which i, at the time wanted to write a poem about. and i think i actually did mumble out a poem at the moment, but nothing on paper. but i currently have nothing more than the thought.

watching the sunset.
the sky falls for the moon.


i won't allow myself to add to that.
i guess i could pull a haiku out of it.
well g'nite...