thanks forever:ything

it's such a nice day today ... i went to grab my 12 o'clock caffeine dosage and the girl there [ who, among a couple other girls, i'm seriously crushing on ] was oddly dressed up, sort of . she usually just wears jeans and a worn out roots sweater [ which is incredibly sexy in my eyes ] . that brightened my day . gave me some kind of strange inspiration ... i read a book for a while [ patrick chamoiseau - solibo magnificent ], then decided to find a patch of grass and stretch out . i was staring at the clouds pretending i had someone there to talk to . in other words i was talking to myself as usual . why was i staring at these clouds . i thought, i could stare at them forever, like an endless movie and oh how i admired the characters' anonomity . how they could live in such a united harmony as complete strangers, as if identity has no meaning ... i wish humans could live in such a world where we're all different shapes, sizes, we travel at different speeds with no destination . we're all just floating around in a sea of infinite ... oh cool i hear nirvana ... rape me ...

well i officially have 2 jobs now ... working part-time in the bookstore infront of my office . i get friday [ good friday ] off from my regular 9-5'er, but i'm working in the bookstore on sunday . mmm ... more income . should be an uneventful day, easter sunday . most ppl will be dining with family . and me, with my lack thereof, zoning out over a cash register . sounds great !

this other girl i have a crush on, hmm ... nevermind . it's not safe to talk about her here, ehh ... [ yea like that didn't just give anything away, shitdip ]