thanks forever:ything

What Sex Toy Are You?

yea so ... man now that i think about it, it's been almost 6 months since i've had any sexual contact with a woman .
that's horrible ... i gotta do something about this . maybe i should just go to bed and try to forget about it ...

sometimes i wish things would work a little differently in my life . scratch that . I ALWAYS WISH that things would work differently in my life .
oh well ...

i read something somewhere today ;
' you can't stop memories '
or something like that
maybe i read it at a bad time
but i totally broke down after letting it sink in my head .
it's true though, and i have to face it . i can't stop memories . i can't stop the thought, of a time i fell in love, from recurring in my mind . haunting my dreams and flooding my eyes . all these stupid girls coming and going, and i loved them all . i truly did . they're still stupid .

what was i saying ? oh yea, goodnight