thanks forever:ything

what's with the internet tonight? i just got home from work, it's only 2am... nobody in my world is online. this is a first... and quite frankly, it sucks. whatthefuck am i supposed to do all night?


seriously... i can't go to bed. my best friend's usually on, i guess she's actually sleeping tonight seeing as she didn't bother to last night because she had to get up early today. her and i went out for her birthday in the morning, she got a tattoo and i danced around in the waiting area. they were playing really messed up music. it was like fantasy/rock/80's/ice cream truck music... lol... i immediately linked the type of music to those fantasy novels that a lot of [mostly strange] people are obsessed with. the books about dragons and wizards and all that other shit that doesn't have anything to do with the world we live in. i guess the kind of people who read those books, are the kind of people who aren't too happy with what they see in the world infront of them. that's a sad thought. i could never think this world sucks. sometimes it gets kinda messed up, and sometimes you don't have a good day, but fuck: we truly do live in a wonderful world. all we have to do is open our eyes and enjoy it. obviously if you're living in a dream world with sorcerer's and time traveler's, you're not gonna be too keen on stepping back into the real world, where epic battles and unsung heroism don't happen every time you open your curtains.

i hate generalizing people.
actually, no. i don't.
i love it.

anyways... i got carried away with that whole fantasy shit and lost my train of thought...
so whatever, i'm going to find some coffee.