thanks forever:ything

well it's //. a weekday (?_) you know what that means! well, what else would it mean if i'm posting in my B-=LOG. i'm piss drunk.

ummm yea... started off as a business meeting with my good friend rocky. we started somewhere in the general vicinity of uhh... here:



drank that whole bar dry...
3 hours later we're outside of some high school drinking a bottle of wine...
and now i'm at home with another bottle of wine...

AHHHHHHHH WHO KEEPS CALLING ME ID WITHHELD BOOOO!

so yea i've been drinking for about 9 hours straight. and i'm F'ing depressed! at home, by myself. and my phone keeps ringing but i'm not answering it cuz i don't know who's calling!

i've got tonnes of free ME time now that i'm unable to work and my roommate's gone to the island for a few days. so until tuesday i'll most likely be sitting around the house: doodling, writing, sipping coffee and chain smoking.

here's the results of the first few hours:

..spent the day in my old neighbourhood with one of my best friends. she gave me 2 packs of smokes to change her front doorknob. accidently closed the door before putting the second half of the knob on, and locked us in for a while... another sitcom moment. had a smoke and solved the problem.

here's the view from her 20th floor condo in the suburban ghetto of surrey, bc.



then we chilled at starbucks for a couple hours... we tried sitting inside for once. i'll never participate in that again. the patio is definately as far into starbucks culture as i'll go.

yummm yummm!

well... my best friend whom i haven't seen in like 7 months was supposed to come over today... so much for that i guess. unless he's just fashionably 3 hours late...

oh well, another peaceful night at home. i'm sure someone will drop by...

...making the most of my first day off:

fall is here again!

...messed up my shoulder at work today. so i'm off for a few days. can't even lift a cigarette into my mouth, or pour coffee down my throat. this sucks.



i'll be sitting on my patio until thursday, trying to enjoy the light of day that i so rarely get to see... it's pretty sad that it took a pretty bad injury to earn myself a day off work. tomorrow will be my first full day off work for the month of september. what the hell am i going to do with myself?

4 WEEK OLD TACO!

well now that i've got a usb data port for my cameraphone, i can take pictures of my daily life and post them in my blog.

goooooooo emo!

uh.. here's a picture i took when i was sitting at starbucks!

it's 5am
i'm f'ing drink
drunk
and i i just wanna be alone
alone with company
accompanied by loneliness

i got off work at midnight... had a couple drinks... came home... buddy came by and we went out to hit up a club at 2am... got to the club 20 minutes before it closed, ran into everyone cuz yea... i guess i know everyone everywhere ... downtown nightlife's like that i guess... and i'm drunk...
came home...
drank some more...
everyone's gone...
roommate's passed out after brawl with her boyfriend...
yea ....
so i'm drunk...

heyyyyyy it's my birthday in 4 days...

a day off work and the apartment to myself
fresh pack of smokes and a pot of coffee
emo hair and lo-fi trip hop

calls for art

FRESH UP!~

it's not easy being.
but there isn't much else to do.
do be do.

angry drunks keeping me up all night. screaming bloody murder in the back alley.
woke up early this afternoon to some kid screaming MOM angrily, over and over. followed by glass shattering screamings...

i've always been a fan of the t-shirts they print and sell at threadless. i haven't visited the site in a while, but i always check it out when i'm in a "i need a new t-shirt" mood.

i think i'm gonna pick this one up for my birthday:



11 more days..... man i'm getting old.

/mix it together
coldly warmly
this song
let it reach you
gather up
the glittering landscapes
the sky
changes to BLUE
thin it out
i want to melt it all
quickly
let my heart touch you/

notsogood translation of luna sea - 4am
meh

my tribute to the end of another summer


yay fall!